Promises Are Meant To Be Broken.

I'm Still Numb To Handle Relationship. I Don't Know What To Do. I Realise I Had Friends Who Are Concern About Me. I Had Been A Burden To You Guys. I'm Sorry, But I Can't Handle My Emotions Today. I'd Been Thinking Of Stabbing Him, Or Either I Will Leave This World. I Swear, He Will Regret For All His Doing, Cause I Really Had Enough Of His Nonsense. I Tried To Believe Him, But I Can't. That's Not The First Time I Caught Him Red-Handed. I Had Given Him Chances To Explain, But He Choose Not To Answers Yet Shouting Back Say That He Have Nothing To Explain. If You Are In The Situation Like Mine Now, I Bet You Will Feel The Same. I Saw His Hotmail Filled With Dirty Things, Dirty Comments And All Sorts Of Dirty Webs. I Told Him Before, Don't Lie To Me, If He Did Something Wrong, Just Tell Me Honestly. But I Log Into HisMail And Found Out Suddenly. The First Reaction When I Saw It, I Cried And Tore My Skin. I Smaoked, To Get Myself Out Of That Stress I'm Having. You Know I Had Been A Faithful Girlfriend WhoHonestly Told You When I Fallen For Someone, And I Even Wrote Reports To You Everyday When You're In Your Camp.Why Are You So Dirty? I Felt Disgusting Being With You. All These 3 Years, You Had Been Lying To Me. I Hate It When I Found Out This, Why Couldn't I Just Don't Even Bother Caring For You. You Cut Me Open Inside. I Can Say That, This Wound Won't Be Heal Again. I Swear I Will Let You Regret, I Swear If I Am Gone, I Will Be Back For You.