Monday, June 14, 2010
Just Came Back From ION. Nothing To Shop Over There Actually, Baby Went Over To Chamber, I Feel So Bastard, Pangseh Him. He Text Me When I Just Board The Train, He Said: " Go And Have Fun " I Saw This Like I 'm Such A Bastard, Throw Him Aside. But It Had Been Years, That I Went Shopping At Orchard. Nothing Caught My Eyes Today, Maybe I 'm Thinking Of Him, That Makes Me Totally No Mood In Shopping. I Left Him Alone To Chamber, Yet I Break My Promise To Him. I Promise Not To Smoke Anymore, Yet I Asked Him To Buy Me Cig. I Feel Totally *Fucker* Ok. I Just Want To Lead A Simple Life With Him. Nobody To Distract Us, Nobody To Interupt Us. But It Seems Hard. Friends, I Must Treat Them Equally, Boyfriend I Must Treat Him Much More Better, But It's Hard. Discussing About This, Memories Seems To Flash Back, *Quarreling With Baby, Saying All Sorts Of Rubbish, Making Him Angry, I Wish And Pray Hard, He Don't Get Angry So Fast. He Seems To Change Into Another Person. He Get Angry And Irritate Easily, And When We Quarrel, He No Longer Be The One Who MakeThe Move To Apologise And Cheer Me Up, And I Will Be The One Who Makes The Move. Everything Seems Changing, I Hate Myself, Why I Treat Him So Badly For This 3Years, I Never Even Spare A Thought For Him, Quarrel I 'll Be The One Who Make It Worse. I Feel So Sorry For What I 've Done. I Hate Myself Fucking Much. I 'm Sorry Baby.
